방금 신박사님에게 전화해서 박사님의 병원에는 백석대학교 간호학과 출신들은 취직을 금지시켜 달라고 했더니 ‘네가 하나님의 아들인데 그렇게 쫀쫀하게 할거는 없쟎아?’ 그러신다. 조선시대 홍국영이가 임금한테 ‘네가 역모를 꾸미기 전에는 네가 하는 일을 간섭하지 않겠다’는 말을 들었다(홍국영은 나중에 유배지에서 죽은 것으로 기억난다) 박사님과 약속이 잡혀있는데 오늘이 그리스도께서 십자가에 달리신 날이다. 박사님과는 30년지기인데 나를 어떻게 생각하실지 모르겠다. 다음 약속날자에 증거물 ‘서울중앙지방검찰청’ 특별송달물을 들고 갈 생각이다.

聖 금요일 (Isaiah 53)

Who has believed our message
    and to whom has the arm of the Lord been revealed?
2 He grew up before him like a tender shoot,
    and like a root out of dry ground.
He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him,
    nothing in his appearance that we should desire him.
3 He was despised and rejected by mankind,
    a man of suffering, and familiar with pain.
Like one from whom people hide their faces
    he was despised, and we held him in low esteem.

4 Surely he took up our pain
    and bore our suffering,
yet we considered him punished by God,
    stricken by him, and afflicted.
5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
    he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was on him,
    and by his wounds we are healed.
6 We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
    each of us has turned to our own way;
and the Lord has laid on him
    the iniquity of us all.

7 He was oppressed and afflicted,
    yet he did not open his mouth;
he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
    and as a sheep before its shearers is silent,
    so he did not open his mouth.
8 By oppression[a] and judgment he was taken away.
    Yet who of his generation protested?
For he was cut off from the land of the living;
    for the transgression of my people he was punished.[b]
9 He was assigned a grave with the wicked,
    and with the rich in his death,
though he had done no violence,
    nor was any deceit in his mouth.

10 Yet it was the Lord’s will to crush him and cause him to suffer,
    and though the Lord makes[c] his life an offering for sin,
he will see his offspring and prolong his days,
    and the will of the Lord will prosper in his hand.
11 After he has suffered,
    he will see the light of life[d] and be satisfied[e];
by his knowledge[f] my righteous servant will justify many,
    and he will bear their iniquities.
12 Therefore I will give him a portion among the great,[g]
    and he will divide the spoils with the strong,[h]
because he poured out his life unto death,
    and was numbered with the transgressors.
For he bore the sin of many,
    and made intercession for the transgressors.

십일조를 내지 않겠다고 글을 쓴뒤 치통이 온다. 하나님도 째째하게 십일조를 내지 않을수도 있는것이지(실제로 십일조를 드리지 않는 사람이 더 많다) 아버지께서 내 십일조는 聖스러운 것이니까 건드리지 말라고 하신 말씀이 맏나 보다. 이번에도 십일조를 드리기는 하는데, 지금은 타이레놀을 먹어서 좀 가라앉은것 같은데 쥬빌리에 가는 것은 무리이다(핵전쟁이나 일어나라…)